Is it wrong for me to abandon my race?

being a fil-am, i neve liked my own people. i don't want to marry a filipina, nor will i ever will. and why do i need to marry a filipina just to raise 5 to 8 children in the family? i get nowhere with my own kind. for some reason, they don't want me to ociate with, for example, the chinese, koreans, thais, indians, japanese, cambodians, nepalese, etc. all i really want to do is to break out of my shell so badly. i'm also currently being friends with my chinese female friend, and someday i'd love to have her children. besides, i have every right to like whoever i want to like.